Interesting Drug
Interesting Drug, which has been my neglected-for-a-year reblogging site, will now be updated on Tumblr. The old URL will, of course, still work, however, if you want to see more current stuff: http://theinterestingdrug.tumblr.com/
I started Interesting Drug back in Dec 2004. I primarily used a myriad of Mac-only toys to work that magic. For olde tyme sake, you can find the old site here.
i’ll tumbl 4 u
I have a tumblr account. I blame you, Ned. Yes, you!
It features things I find about the first and second Cold Wars, nuclear warfare, the a bomb, the h bomb, civil defense, atomic culture and things of that doomsday nature. You can find it here.
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Why I Support Universal Healthcare
I consider myself a hardworking, tax paying American. Middle class, I live in a privately owned home (I'm the trustee) with my four cats in the suburban section of New York City (eastern Queens). I usually work more than 40 hours a week because I love my job. I'm aware of the world around me, but don't watch television because the pundits tend to exaggerate things to the point of ridiculousness.
My early years were spent in poverty, and my family was on welfare. We had food stamps, and Medicaid. My father is a Vietnam veteran, disabled both mentally and physically from the two tours he did in that conflict. He gets his healthcare from the VA due to the sacrifices he's made for this country.
I believe strongly that a government of the people should be for the people. Color me a liberal, or a socialist, or a communist even, but I believe in universal heathcare. I believe that we have the right to not suffer, and support our government's continued efforts in helping Americans achieve that. I believe that Medicare and Medicaid are important institutions that have helped countless of people who would not otherwise be able to get the care that they deserve, from the elderly to small children and their parents.
Until May of last year, I was uninsured. I was hospitalized in January, 2009 for ten days because of pancreatitis and was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis. My primary care physician did not provide me with the care that I needed for the UC because I did not have the insurance to pay for his care. Millions of people are in similar situations, and it's not unusual for someone to wind up with a huge medical debt when they become ill and do not have insurance.
My hospital bill was almost $51,000. That is not a typo, nor is it an exaggeration. You can see for yourself here. The bill doesn't include the $507 ambulance bill. It does not include the $1200 bill from the anesthesiologist. It does not include the $1200 bill from the gastrointerologist. It doesn't include the roughly $1000 bill from two additional specialists I was seen by. It doesn't include the thousand in lab fees that I had done when I got out of the hospital. It doesn't include the roughly $2000 in prescription costs. Heck, just one of my pills costs around $800 per month!
It also doesn't include the money I may have to pay back to my insurance company (I got insurance in May 2009) for treatment of what they consider a pre-existing condition (the UC). That bill, should they decide in their favor, and there is no appeal, will run into the thousands, I estimate $6000 or so.
My father is lucky. The government pays for his healthcare. He gets his medication, health supplies, doctor's visits, etc. paid for by the United States Government. This is a good thing, because he was recently diagnosed with liver cancer, an extremely fatal form of cancer that is extremely expensive to treat. His mother was a medicare recipient. Because the government helped, she was able to spend her final days cared for in both a nursing home and the hospital where she died.
Our government has a long history of caring for its citizens. I don't understand why people cannot see that our people is important, and it is important that we make this kind of investment. So, color me a liberal, or a socialist, or a communist, but I'm damn proud we're making the right steps towards helping those who need help the most. It may be too late for me, but my hope is that others won't be in my position in the future. And that makes me happy.
Eddie Izzard: Stripped Too – The Big Intimacy Tour
Last night I saw a bit of history. Not only was it my first time seeing the brilliant Eddie Izzard on stage, but it turns out he's the first English comedian to ever play Madison Square Garden. And it was a-ma-zing. Fucking brilliant! Why I waited this long to see him live I will not ever understand.
While we were waiting for the show to begin, and during intermission, two large screens from the set were scrolling tweets directed to @eddieizzard on Twitter. It took about 15 minutes for my tweet to appear on the screen, so some stranger named @missed was read by the thousands of people who were sitting in their seats early. Two people proposed to their dates on the screen as well. The tweets also scrolled during the one intermission. There was a promo movie showcasing "Believe," the upcoming Izzard documentary, and at the end of the show a short about his famous run.
Eddie hit the stage and said he was going to discuss everything, with large bits missing here and there. He did and it was fucking brilliant. He covered everything from God and his sons Asus, Besus, Cesus, Desus, Esus, Fsus, Jesus, to Noah's Ark (slaughter by the lions and tigers with a squid who hid in the cupboard and a squirrel, who's wife fled with the owl and a pussycat on a boat, being the only survivors. The squirrel, by the way, was interviewed by BBC World News heh), dinosaurs, including a raptor who downloaded porn, oh yes... I forgot, he learned this all via Wikipedia, the Wikipedia bit was great... ancient Egyptians being visited by aliens, the ancient Greeks and Sparta with hard core sheep who would sneak up to wolf predators, sheer themselves and say "c'mon motherfucker, bring it on," the Romans and an entire bit in Latin to demonstrate how "silly, silly, silly" Latin is, to creationism versus evolution (Charles Darwin's great book "Monkey, Monkey, Monkey, Monkey, You"). And on. Regulars included bees, badgers, jam and spoons, of course.
Tears flowed down my face, he was so brilliant. I will definitely see him live whenever I can from now on!
Oh, and for those wondering, no, he wasn't in drag. He was in action transvestite mode.
blizzard 09
Someone at work posted this link showing the aftermath of the most recent blizzard. The area in this satellite photo is the mid-Atlantic states.
an update
There are, perhaps, only a handful of you left who may not know that I served on a grand jury. For six. Long. Months. It was, perhaps, one of the most boring experiences I have ever had in my life. While it was only, for the most part, two days per week, the vast majority of our time we spent waiting. Justice isn't blind, she's slower than a snail. Most of our time was spent watching movies some of us would bring in. Some of us did work, others, read, and many slept. Me? It was very hard to contain myself. You can't expect a person with adult ADD to actually sit around for however many hours without stimulus to behave! Yes, it was very rough.
The saving grace of it all were the people with whom I served. 22 amazing individuals, each with their own story to tell. Each morning, those of us who were the early birds would walk in with breakfast and we'd shoot the shit about how insane the world is. Way too many laughs were held at the expense of the morons who would grace the tabloids. We spoke about life, and shared our experiences with each other. I think that if it wasn't for our little group, each of us would have probably gone insane from this experience... an experience we are not allowed to, by law, to share with others unless we'd like to suffer the penalty of something like a $10,000 USD fine and four years in prison.
When I wasn't in jury duty, I did some work-related travel in September. My first trip was to Austin for the Game Developers Conference there. This was my second time in Austin and I love Austin. It's one of the best towns in the country. I also got to see some longhorns along the road from the airport. They are seriously as majestic in person as they are in photos. In Austin, I got to spend some time with a few of my favorite co-workers, got to see Val again, and Hero Jeff, and finally met the amazing Xannie, Val's daughter. I got a (planned) tattoo on my ankle (yes, it is what you think it is), and also found myself gifted with the wonderful marks of a number of bed bugs, which was completely unplanned and unwelcomed. I also had my first drink of the year. I'm not supposed to drink due to health reasons, but when you work for CCP you pretty much absorb alcohol from all the vikings around you. It was a very good drink ^^
My second trip was my return to Iceland. God, I love that country. This was my second time in Iceland, and my second EVE Online Fanfest. Each year my company puts on a convention for our players. It's an extremely huge affair for everyone involved, and our team is intimately involved in putting on a number of events for attendees. This year we added a poker tournament (I lost to Ryan, my boss's boss's boss, so yes, a wise move on my part ^^) and a battle of the bands tourney, which featured players and devs competing in Rock Band. We had amazing responses to both events and, along with our Silent Auction, raised a lot of money for charity. I also got to meet some of the people I know via email mostly from both our Reykjavik and Atlanta offices, and seeing the old gang again was ozom as always. That's the one thing that does suck about working remotely: you work intimately with people you rarely, if ever, get to see.
I also think I'm much more used to Icelandic water. If ever you go to Iceland you need to know this: cold water smells like rotten eggs. They don't mention this in guide books, but I think it's an extremely important thing to know, especially if you think that that shower you just took is going to make you smell like fart all day (it won't). The other thing to know is, and many a CCPer will dispute me on this point: Hlollabatar makes a much better bacon sub than Nonnabiti. There, I've said it! I prefer the Hollabackgirl subs to Nonni's!
But seriously, Iceland is a country I would recommend to any adventurous person who is not afraid of trying out weird, offensively smelling food. I've come to strongly believe that eating hákarl isn't going to make you a viking but is instead a very amusing joke Icelanders like to play on very drunk foreigners. And no, I am not a viking
And finally, this week marked my third concert with Pixies, one of my favorite bands of all time. I had seen them twice for their reunion tour, but this tour is special: it's in honor of the 20th anniversary of the release of their brilliant Doolittle LP. "Monkey Gone to Heaven" was the song that sold me on them, and it's the final song on Side One. The concert was simply amazing. They started off with some b-sides before doing the entire Doolittle album in order. Lots of brilliant visuals. They did two encores, and then snuck back on stage when everyone was leaving to do a final song. It was amazing seeing everyone rush back to partake in this parting shot, and amazing that no one got hurt.
What's also cool is that my brother Michael is going to see them this weekend. He and his girlfriend are driving out to Boston (if they're not there already) to see them perform in their hometown. Sweet.
i haven’t done this since i was a kid!
What's that? Write my Congressman! I wanted to thank him for voting yea for H.R. 3962, the health care bill. I am a long-time supporter of universal health care, and I believe that increased options and opportunities to get the care all human beings rightfully deserve is an important right. So, I thanked my Congressman, Gregory Meeks, for supporting the bill, and asked him a question as well:
Dear Congressman Meeks,
I am very pleased that you have voted for H.R. 3962. I am a very strong believer in universal health care, and feel strongly that this bill will move our country in a positive direction regarding providing health care for all our citizens. Your work on this matter should be applauded.
I was wondering if you or a member of your staff could answer a question for me. I have heard that the bill bans that industry practice of pre-existing conditions. Is this a grandfather clause, or is this clause applicable to only new policies issued?
Again, thank you for your continued support in ensuring health care for all Americans. The future is much brighter thanks to the work of both you and your colleagues.
When my company made me a permanent employee in April, I was given health insurance as part of my benefits package (yay!). Sadly, my insurer has deemed my ulcerative collitis a pre-existing condition and will not cover it until May, 2010. Why is this a problem? I'm relapsing. Badly. On Friday, I went to my doctor and discussed my current condition with him. He wanted to have me undergo another colonoscopy (I had one when I was hospitalized in January) to see how bad the situation is in there and the best course of treatment to help me heal. I had to tell him... and I'm going to bold this for those of you who do not support Congressional health care initiatives...
I had to tell my doctor that I could not have the procedure done because my insurance considers my disease a pre-existing condition and will not pay for it.
He was able to come up with an alternate treatment plan, however, he has done this without knowing the extent of my current condition. I'm sure that his treatment will benefit me and my relapse will end soon, however, my insurance is the reason why I cannot get adequate treatment for a disease that I did not do something to cause myself but inherited. I am still very much in debt from my 10 day hospital stay, have collection companies calling me up the wazoo for medical and lab bills that I cannot pay, and will be in debt for, according to my estimates, the next two years, because I did not have any insurance to cover the costs of my ten day hospital stay. So yes, I am very excited about HR 3962, even though I won't be reading the 1990 pages of it, and yes, I do hope that the banning of pre-existing condition clauses is grandfathered, although it is probably not.
I should probably stop ignoring my blog
I do, after all, pay good money for this site. $15 USD/month. Anyway, after years of having the same theme, and the same old WordPress hardware, I've finally did some upgrades and am currently experimenting with stuff like widgets and the like.
I've also finally... FINALLY... ported all of my old articles that have been published by third parties through the years, although none recently. Becky asked me about it years ago, so, Becky, it's finally done ^^


